so okay, had a little discussion with stan about my last blog - about some of the palestinians' belief that the attacks on tuesday were justified; about whether america got what it deserved. all i can say is, i'm tired of talking about it. that might sound like a cop-out, but it's not. just because i don't want to talk about it doesn't mean that i don't still think about it. specifically, i'm done talking about it on my blogger. i appreciate and recognize people's different views; this is america, after all. home of free speech. i don't have to agree with what you say, but feel free to say it. shout it, for all i care. however, i STILL have a major problem when views are expressed in inappropriate forums, such as the "I'm Okay" Message Center. that message center was created specifically so family members and friends could find out whether or not their loved ones survived the attacks; NOT for someone to voice their opinion in such a callous way. i also apologize for my bad language in my last blog. i think i'm more prone to using bad words when i write than when i talk. i don't know why...weird.

AAAAANYWAY....like i said, i'm done talking about what america does and does not deserve in my blogs. already donated some money to red cross. don't really know what else i can do. it sucks to feel helpless. :-/

well, must continue packing. it's mostly just random stuff i'm packing now. i made a list, but i don't think i'm following it very well. i feel like i'm missing a whole crapload of stuff. i can already see myself down in san diego, sitting in my apartment, and banging my head against a wall, saying, "fuck fuck fuckety fuck...i can't believe i forgot [insert name of item(s) i will inevitably forget]!!!!" ahhh...the joys of packing. you know, i said that i have to continue packing, but the truth is, after i post this blog, i'm just gonna continue to sit here in front of the computer happily chatting away and wasting my time. :)