ugh. i am so tired. just completely out of it. i just want to shoot my brains out right now. but i'll settle for lying in bed like a lonely, sad, pathetic girl. [i'm a bit melodramatic. deal with it.] i'm even too tired to eat even though i'm starving right now. don't have the energy to make food. that's how tired i am. not too tired to blog though. isn't that sad? oh well, going to crash now. bye.