it's almost over. second year of college is almost finito.

today was the last day of instruction but it didn't feel like it probably since i had a midterm. now that was REALLY bad. i don't think i've ever been more nervous during an exam. it was so weird. i was really calm when i was sitting in the lecture hall just waiting for the exam to begin but once it began, i started shaking uncontrollably. it was so bizarre. i actually stopped several times and forced myself to take a deep breath and calm down. it didn't work, but i gradually stopped shaking towards the end of the exam. it was so bad that i couldn't even hold my exam. i had to set it down cuz it was shaking too much. i'm sure no one saw me since everyone was so focused on their own exams, but i felt like a total basketcase. i have absolutely no idea why i was so nervous. i don't think i was hopped up on caffeine or anything. it wasn't even a final, it was just a midterm. I FEEL CRAZY -- not the good kind, the institutionalized kind.

i've got quite a lot of work to do. so i better start procrastinating and get that out of the way which i will do now.