i don't know what to blog about. i just feel like i should.

i've just spent the past two days shopping. i'm so tired. i love shopping, i really do. it's just... it takes so much out of a girl. especially when it's not for yourself.

well... yesterday, i spent quite a substantial amount on myself. more than i spent on other people combined. c'mon! all those t-shirts were so cute! and they were on sale! and that belt.... SO cute. and i really needed that bra. but i made pretty good headway in my christmas gift list. i'm a little over halfway done. well... actually, i've got like two more scarves to knit. i think i'm a little over my head in all this knitting. but it's okay.

no, actually, i think the knitting drives me insane. too much rumination. i start thinking about all of these things while i knit and these thoughts just sit in my mind and fester. fester fester fester... there needs to be something happy going on around me while i knit to distract me from these crazy thoughts. i know none of this is making any sense, but that's pretty much what's been going on in my head lately. i'm losing it.

anyway, what was i saying? oh yeah, shopping. yesterday, i hit up target and stoneridge with deb and chi. today, i went to target (again), costco, hancock fabrics, and newpark with deb and jo. didn't spend quite as much time today shopping as i did yesterday, but still. it was pretty long and tiring. yesterday, i bought four t-shirts at aeropostale, three of them having to do with music and rock and roll. seriously, that's one of my fantasy jobs - to be a rock star. i mean, who wouldn't want to be? i would be a serious angry girl rocker. i could totally see it. spewing off vitriolic, man-hating lyrics at the top of my lungs. yeeeessss....

okay, back to knitting. i'm so tense.