ugh, okay. apparently, i can't blog long passages on aim. good thing, because i'd be bitching about vietnamese till the cows came home. oh god, i'm so overwhelmed. she just gave us too much material for me to handle. i usually do not stress this much over a test. but it's not just getting a bad grade that worries me (although that's a big part of it); it's just downright embarrassing that i can't speak vietnamese. yeah, i know that that's what the class is for - to teach me vietnamese, but still. i find it completely humiliating that i can't do this. i don't know why. there's deeper issues at work here. can't quite place my finger on it. but vietnamese just makes me want to cry. i hate this. i'm going to fail this test. badly. yes, i'm studying, but my mind is so scattered, i can't organize everything. god, someone help...