blah blah blah. bored bored bored. should be studying for vietnamese test. but whatever. did nothing today. went to class and that was that. italian teacher made me stand up in class because i was falling asleep. actually, it was mostly because she was explaining the difference between the verb "alzare" (to rise, to stand up) and "alzarsi" (to get up [like, in the morning]) and just at that moment i was beginning to nod off, so all of a sudden she yells, "cherry! alzati!!" and i was like, "uuummm....okaaaay..." and stood up. class laughed. i sat back down. sounds embarrassing, but it wasn't really. i didn't really care. it was just kinda funny.

it is getting COLD down here. good god... ooh, just opened the window to say hi to helen and grace. it's so cold!!! geezus... thank god for the nice and toasty apartment. we don't pay for heating which means all heater, all the time. ;) i'm actually not minding the cold too much since it's also super sunny. so it's a pretty cold. like, the weather is pretty and it's cold. it's not an ugly cold where there's nothing but gray clouds. instead, there's nothing but blue skies. ;) oohhhh, lovely, lovely!!

man, i wish there was something interesting i could say in this blog, but there's not. nope. nothing. my life is getting duller and duller by the hour.

OH GOD. actually...do you know what the guys in my vietnamese group want to do for our final presentation? they want to hit on me. you should know...these are not very attractive guys. in fact, yes, they are not attractive at all. yes, i know i'm a mean bitch, i don't care. they want to do a skit where all they do is hit on me, set a date up with me, then fight over me. MY idea is this: they hit on me, i set up dates with them, then i stand them up and they realize they are gay and go on a date with one another. i don't think they'll like that idea though. oh well.

I'M SO MEAN. :( you know, one of my new year's resolutions last year (this year?) was to be less mean. i mean, i wasn't actually so mean to the point where i actually voiced my meanness. i didn't exactly go around telling people they were ugly and stupid to their face. well...not much, anyway. i just had a lot of mean THOUGHTS. and i managed to stop thinking such mean thoughts for a while, but i guess they're coming back. which means it's going to be one of my new year's resolutions again.

oh MAN...i'm going to be so humiliated in the presentation. *hangs head in shame* help.

you know, i just realized something. the root of a lot of my problems this quarter has been vietnamese class. i realized that of all the things i've complained about in this blog, vietnamese class has been at the very top of the list. so why why WHY am i doing this to myself? is it simply masochism? or am i just plain stupid? who knows... vietnamese is "for my own good." bah! ;[

okay, i'm going to take a break now. i'm just going to sit here and stare.