as freaky as this sounds, i want to go back to san diego now and start winter quarter. i don't care, there's just nothing to do here and i'm starting to lose my mind sitting at home all day staring at the tv. it's not even because almost everyone i know is gone. even when they are here, it's just...BORING. all right, maybe this is my fault. i should call up some of my few friends remaining in fremont and do something. but...what is there to do?! nothing. well, i still want to go back to san diego and start classes just for a lack of anything better to do. is that pathetic or what? i'm such a loser.

okay, i'm going back to my...ooh, tv!