whenever i play hearts on this computer, i swear the computer is out to get me. i cannot win for the life of me. and somehow, i always ALWAYS end up getting the queen of spades. it doesn't matter if i gave it away, i'll still get it back. argh!! this computer is so cheating. it can see my cards!! and then, when i'm actually winning, like i am right now, all i can think is that the computer is patronizing me and letting me win. it stinks, i tell you.

anyway. it's official. i'm leaving in a little over two weeks. =/ for once, i want to stay home. usually, toward the end of long breaks like summer and winter, i'm pretty eager to get back (not to school, god forbid, but san diego. yes, i know that's a contradiction since san diego means school, but still). but now, i just want to stay home and play with the boys and read fanfiction until wee hours of the night. sigh. :(

bah. what depressing thoughts. i'm gonna do something other than mope. like beat this computer's ass at hearts.