looking around at all the things i have packed so far, i realize that it's not very much stuff. it makes me feel like i'm forgetting something. but i know i'm not. i made a list and checked it twice. there's stuff i haven't packed yet, but even when i do pack that stuff, it shouldn't add that much more to the pile.

that's just so sad. i feel like there's something missing because i don't have an overflow of stuff. technically, i know that this smaller than usual pile is due to the fact that i have successfully eliminated a lot of junk i don't need, but i still can't shake this stupid feeling that i'm forgetting something. this must be what it feels like to have ocd, the checking kind.