well, here goes my last post from home (fremont) till, thanksgiving or, most likely, christmas break. almost everything is packed and loaded in the car except, of course, my computer, one duffel bag of clothes, and a few purses and shoulder bags. my dad and i are leaving early tomorrow morning (i'm supposed to be up at 6. lord help me). i dunno if we're just gonna drive to LA, then stop for the night, or if we're actually gonna drive all the way down to san diego and stay there for the night. either way, we're spending the night since move-in time for the matthews apartments starts at 10 am on sunday. oyy...last year, move-in was tough. even though atlantis hall was the closest res hall to the parking lot, my suite was FOUR stories up and there was NO ELEVATOR and it was a HOT DAY. yuck. i thought this year wouldn't be too bad since we're only on the second floor which means only one flight of stairs. unfortunately, our building is not very close to the parking lot. at least that's what i've heard. *sigh*

i'm starting to get antsy now. i'm already predicting about 3-5 hours of sleep in my own bed tonight. i always seem to sleep less the night before i'm moving, whether it's moving to or back. oh well. i've got 8-10 hours on the road; 450+ miles. pleeeenty of time to get some shut-eye.

oh shoot. i just forgot. i don't know where the matthews apartments are. i mean, i've been there before, but like only once or twice and even then, only briefly, and if you know me, you know i'm TERRIBLE with directions so i wasn't paying attention when i went there so...shit shit shit. i left the campus map in one of the bags that's already in the car. crap crap crap. wait, i can get a campus map online! OH FUCK. i disconnected the printer. geeeez.... hmmm... maybe i can draw it. haha, right. aw man...

anyway, i'll figure something out. i mean, c'mon, i go to ucsd!! *smart wink* can't wait to see my old suitemates again! but kind of dreading it too since i look like SHIT. i think i'm starting to feel the same way people in their late twenties/early thirties feel the night before their high school reunion. you know how it's like, you can't wait to see your old friends again, but you really really REALLY wish you looked better or at least had a boyfriend? well...i always wish i at least had a boyfriend, so that's nothing new, but i sure do look like shit. it's weird though since i haven't seen any of them all summer because almost all of them live in socal. it's really weird though since, in high school, i was always used to seeing my friends over the summer. like, we had nothing better to do. we just kept hanging out with each other till we got sick of it. then after that, we hung out with each other some more.

okay, so somewhere in that last paragraph, i was supposed to stop talking. but i didn't. so i will now. goodbye, fremont!! hello, san diego!!