hey, look. before people start thinking i'm being a big bitchy brat for complaining and moping about the holidays without even bothering to try and organize something myself, you should know that i DID try to start a little get together but stupid me did it too late and most people either had plans or just plain didn't want to come. so i just said screw it all and when i said that i meant screw it ALL.

i'm going to go stare out the window and think about dead people now.