okay okay...here's the thing. i know (and i'm sure most of YOU all know) that i've been having problems with certain people around here lately. but you know what i've been thinking? as bad as things are around here, i've decided that i'm not going to dwell and wallow in this negativity. well, i'm going to TRY not to anyway. just because dwelling and wallowing doesn't help anything and it just makes me so much more spiteful and resentful and the spiteful, resentful, bitchy cherry just is no fun. so...i will TRY from now on to just let the bad things roll off my shoulders.

sigh.

me and melissa have been reminiscing about the suite life last year. there are so many things that we miss about it. last night, we watched both her's and helen's birthday videos. ohmygoodness, those were SUCH FUN. those were the days... =| i miss those days. and i miss the people and the personalities of certain people last year (if that makes any sense, which i don't think it does). and i miss the random fun we used to have. and i miss chris and helen's random wrestling matches. and i miss chris and sanaz's random marker wars (of which i should not have butt into). and i miss all our nice furniture (the furniture in the apartments are GHETTO). and i miss the time all ten of us tried to play the same song at the exact same time. and i miss our road trip up north. and i miss the reason for our road trip up north. and i miss the way we used to be.

uuuuuuuugggghhhh...no more dwelling and wallowing, right? but this is more like reminiscing, so it's okay.