okay, so i've been like, gradually packing all of my things. only thing is...i've been slowly realizing that i actually don't have that much stuff. and it's completely freaking me out. i feel like i'm totally missing a bunch of things. even though i'm making a mental list (toiletries, school supplies, shoes, books, cds, dvds, videos, etc.) and everything's there. this is just...really weird. i think it's cuz i left a crapload of stuff down in san diego (as helen can probably attest to as she generously kept all of it and moved it around for me, bless the woman). but still. it's weird!! where's all my stuff?! am i ACTUALLY deprogramming myself of the packrat mentality? or am i just completely brain dead and not remembering a good chunk of my stuff? because if it's the second one, then that's not good. i live like, five hundred miles away. can't exactly drop by home on weekends to pick up missing stuff.

anyway. i'm bored now. this is a stupid blog.

*picks up checkbook and sniffs it* i told you i couldn't stop. i think i might be like, sniffing all the smell out of it though. i need to stop.