going to doctor in an hour. mother wants more vicodin although have plenty left. doubt doctor will give me more. really REALLY don't feel like having another pelvic exam though. especially during period. oh god, that's gross. sorry for being gross, but can't help it. last pelvic exam was during period too and was...gross. ugh. yuck. sorry.

anyway. packing is going well. started and realized that actually don't have THAT much to do since most of stuff is still in bags. just need to reorganize things and try to throw out things i don't need in order to have more room for those that i do need. took out like, a third of all my videos and dvds. was ridiculous to have brought all those down to sd. don't even watch like, half of them. am afraid will never lose the "just-in-case" mentality. am getting better though. only big thing to pack is clothes. will save that for last though. for some weird, sick reason, i really like packing clothes.

anyway. leaving soon. hmm...should i tell doctor about taking two vicodins instead of one on saturday? or should i say i took two, but waited exactly six hours in between instead of, uh, five minutes. or should i just say i took only one. well. whatever. damage is already done. would likely only admonish me for not following instructions. though this may also reduce chances of getting more vicodin as doctor may think i am some crazed pill popper. hmm.

okay. REALLY REALLY REALLY do not want pelvic exam. ugh. will probably have one though. bleh. :(