ugh. i hate my body.

woke up to blinding, hysteria-inducing cramps today. took a vicodin pill. nothing happened. took another. nothing happened. rubbed some smelly green asian oil on body. nothing happened. called mother in tears. mother came home and put hot compress on body. dunno whether the two vicodins finally decided to kick in, or if it was the hot compress and my mother's presence, but pain finally stopped after a little over an hour of non-stop torture. now i'm feeling a little woozy from the vicodin. was only supposed to take one every six hours (as written on the bottle), but was in too much pain to follow directions and ended up taking two in less than five minutes. i feel like i'm going to pass out.

and to make my day that much better, i was right about my irrational feeling in my last blog. i don't think i'm going to see justin again. we're only going to babysit them for another week or two (well, I'M only going to be here for another week, so..it's just a week for me) and then it's good-bye. i think i was being a little melodramatic the other night though because i was pms-ing. i knew this was going to happen so i don't know why i was completely overreacting. anyway. i'm starting to feel really dizzy now. goodbye.