went to the cliffs today. was actually WAY more trouble than it should have been. some people really need to think of the bigger picture and get their communication problems straight. but...in the end, it was okay. i'm still disappointed, but i need to take my own advice and not lose sight of the bigger picture.

the weather was absolutely beautiful, perfect. skies were clear, air was warm, could see the ocean for miles. just sat on top of the cliffs and talked for a bit. it was nice. somewhat strange (not the good strange either), but nice. it was so peaceful which is, now that i think about it...a little strange.

you know what? seriously, this year is so much more fucked up than last year was despite what happened last year. it's so sad. i suppose it's partly my fault and it's just so sad.

sorry for the cryptic blog. i hate it when people write like that. although, i guess i've been doing that lately (see above mini-ramblings), so i'm just contradicting myself. oh well. argh. i'm such a loser.

all right, i need to go do my italian homework now before this blog gets any more depressing and before i pass out.

oh, GREAT episode of alias tonight. but then again, every episode of alias is like AMAZING. like a mini-movie, but better!! so...i guess that was the good thing today. god, how pathetic is that? the highlight of my day is a tv show. oh well.

okay okay, homework, bye.