* kiss my blog: 12/08/2002

gah! thunder and lightning!! =(

[okay, i was trying to type "lightning" and i ended up typing "lightnight" by accident even though i don't really know how it could be an accident seeing as how the two words are completely different.]

I'M HOME. fremont home, that is. ;D

made it home in eight hours. not bad. except for the crazy insane storming in the last two hours of the drive. craaaazy, man. at one point it felt as if we were driving through a raging river that wanted to kill us. and when we stopped at a rest stop to use the restroom, the wind nearly knocked me over when i got out of the car. oh well, whatever, got home around 5 pm. my father actually drove down to san diego yesterday and arrived last night. spent the night at my house. oh, the reason i haven't been online since like, thursday night is cuz when mel left friday morning, she accidentally unplugged the internet and then locked her room. so...i was going through withdrawal on friday. just kidding. sort of. ah well, i've gots the internet now.

nothing really major's happened. oh, except for the fact that all of my housemates got drunk thursday night. i was pretty sober. just wasn't feeling like drinking yucky vodka. i did drink, just...not enough to stand in front of a fridge and call it a garage door. or think that stealing a shot glass with vodka in it is the funniest thing ever. helen was definitely the most smashed. then sanaz. then melissa. i don't really remember what happened. just that we got drunk and then did arts & crafts. isn't that sad?

anyway, it's freaking cold up here. will blog later, i guess.

melissa: [drunk, standing in front of the refrigerator] guard the garage door!!

oh. i forgot to eat dinner.

ohmygod...i feel like i'm shaking, not shivering, but like i've got the shakes. but i'm holding out my hands and staring at them and they're not moving. i just FEEL like i'm shaking. helen suggested that perhaps my head is shaking as well.

uhhh...last time slept: monday night.
have been up now for: 36 hours.
will sleep soon? sadly, no.

one more thing. i was so out of it today, i nearly pulled a winona. went to the bookstore to buy some more highlighters and nearly walked out of the store without paying for them. hmm. wonder if i would've gotten away with it.

okay. three down, one to go. looking forward to hurtling down a hill at speeds a beginning snowboarder is not meant to go.

debra, have i ever told you how therapeutic it is talking to you? even on aim. you're my therapy.

[you're the rapist!! ;D hehehehe... yeah, that was stupid, i know, sorry. had to go and ruin that almost-mushy moment.]

okay. my only motivation to get through the next two days is that five days from now, i will be falling off ski lifts and throwing myself down a hill on a snowboard in the freezing cold and laughing in the face of danger (go ahead and try to break my bones you stupid bunny hill! i dare you!!). this is my only consolation.

oh man...i am so scared of my psychology and law final. first of all, the prof is a bastard when it comes to his exams (although, he really is a good prof, lecture-wise). second of all, it seems as if everyone else in the class has been doing the extra credit assignments and, hence, keeping up with the reading whereas i am forced to do all the readings for the second half of the quarter in the space of two days which is an utterly impossible task that i am not expecting to complete. and, of course, if everyone else has been keeping up with the readings, they obviously know more than me which means the curve will probably not be as low as i'd like it to be (i'd prefer it to be somewhere in the 50 range, that would be nice). in fact, i have this horrible vision of my score being the low outlier. oh god...

conclusion: i am going to die a horrible, humiliating death on thursday.