ugh.

what the fuck? i came home just now and found our living room window wide open. for those who don't know, our living room faces the street. so it was in perfect view of anyone walking or driving by. might as well just leave the fucking front door wide open and stick a sign on the house that says, "hey, steal everything inside me!" thank god i locked my bedroom door. but who knows how long that window has been open for. and this isn't the first time something like this has happened. sanaz has come home late at night to discover our backyard patio door still open. and ben has left our house early in the morning and discovered our front door completely unlocked. our neighborhood isn't exactly the safest; i mean, it's not like the ghetto but it certainly isn't that safe.

i am getting really fed up with this living situation.

fresh new look, same old shit.

now that i have new template, i feel like i should blog more often. but there really is absolutely nothing for me to blog about.

someone brought a baby to one of my classes this morning. oddly enough, it was my psychology of human sexuality class. everyone could hear it randomly cooing. kinda cute. but who the heck brings a baby to class?!

woohoo! no testing tomorrow! i get to sleep in on a weekday finally. haven't done that in like two weeks. sigh.

woohoo, new template. i guess it was easier than i thought.

i know i haven't blogging very consistenly, but really, there's been nothing to blog about. my life's been oh so dull.

yesterday was a good day though. went to class in the morning and then picked up the new alanis morissette cd afterwards. it's quite good. i like. came home, ate lunch, chilled a bit. then sanaz came home and asked if i wanted to go to fashion valley. ended up buying two pink bras from victoria's secret and a new bikini from macy's. i won't even say how much that cost. but, in all fairness, i had a coupon for victoria's secret and two gift certificates for macy's so really, it was like i was SAVING money! i mean, if i hadn't used those coupons and gift certificates, it would've been as if i was wasting money. and who wants that? but i love my new bikini. it's the last one i'll buy. for now. really. i promise. it's so preeeeetty...

i'm a shopaholic. i know. i have problems.

anyway, the shopping really made my day. with only minimal amounts of guilt afterwards. guilt shmilt.

today wasn't as fun. woke up early to go testing at a new preschool in solana beach. that was okay. the preschool is huuuuge. and the kids have the coolest toys! i was so jealous. we were running kind of late so i didn't get to go home and eat lunch afterwards. had to go straight back to campus for the lab meeting. that was okay too. luckily there was food there so i wasn't starving. the professor's wife makes the yummiest pumpkin bread. but by the time i was driving back home, i started getting really tired. looked forward to a nice good nap at home. of course, those never happen any more now that it's so loud here. argh. couldn't sleep last night because people were talking. couldn't sleep this afternoon because people were talking. i'm tired of it. i'm just tired period.

the only good thing about today is the way i look. face and hair are weird as usual, but i really like my outfit. a cute pink halter top from old navy, my tight jeans, and a white belt with pink stars all over it with one of those solid metal buckles. and i'm wearing cute pink and white striped victoria's secret underwear too! don't you love how a nice outfit can just make you happy? too bad it wasn't enough for today.

i just want to go home. i'm tired of living here. i'm so ready to graduate and leave, key word being LEAVE. i hate it here.